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5:23 p.m. - 01.16.2003 I'm staying at an apartment outside of town, but I can only imagine the chaos going on downtown. "Cats and dogs, living together - mass hysteria!" - Ghostbusters. If this projected two inches of snow should lead to my being trapped inside here and my subsequent death - tell people my story. Tell them I was good, kind, and just. I always threw quarters in mall fountains, never pennies. And I sponge-bathed the elderly on weekends. And read to blind children over holidays. And I always bought from the soliciting neighborhood children - crappy chocolate filled with puffed rice, cookies named "hoedowns" and "thin mints", decorative tins of popcorn and spice racks galore - so that their team, band and/or choir could get to wherever the hell they were going. ...remember me this way. *** On another note: I want a girlfriend. It's been about a year since my last foray into relationship-ville ended. Keep in mind: this is not an itch I'm going to go out of my way to scratch. If it should happen for me - wonderful. The problem is, this desire doesn't quite jive with another one I'm currently having.... *** ...I'm growing a beard. I recently had longer hair, but I got it cut short. Too short. To compensate I'm growing more hair on my face. However, it's my experience that facial hair and girlfriends don't mix. Which I can understand. So which one do I want more? A nice brawny, lumber-jack beard? Or a purdy smelling, smooth-skinned warm body in the bed at night. (man how girls smell good.) It really is a toss up. I DO pull of a beard well, but on the other hand - people need people. Especially amishpeople. Amishboys need cute amishgirls. But ladies, I have to admit, I'm 27 yrs old, and STILL fascinated by facial hair growth. It's so fun! Hair...actually grows on our face! Now, I'm not down with a ratty old biker beard or unkept hippy/Phish beard. I'm talking a nice, tight Michael Gross beard. I just want to lay my amishgirl down and whisper sweet nothings like: Amishboy: "I bet we've been together for a million years" Amishgirl: "And I bet we'll be together for a million more." Amishboy: "Oh it's like I started breathing, on the night we kissed..." Together: "And I can't remember what I ever did before..." "What'll we do, baby, without us? What'll we DO baby, without us?" Amishboy: "Well there ain't no nothing we can't love each other through.." Amishgirl: "Oohhhoo..." Together: "What'll we do, baby, without uussss?" Together: " Sha-la-la-laaa..." *sniff* that's all I want. Is that so much to ask for? � � |